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  • VolundV Offline
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    Volund
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    @Pete i CBA (cant be arsed) reading all this. please summarise this thread in a posh english accent, and sign off with "your love always, coagy woagy"

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    • VolundV Volund

      @Pete i CBA (cant be arsed) reading all this. please summarise this thread in a posh english accent, and sign off with "your love always, coagy woagy"

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      Right then, let's have a go at this!

      So, what we have 'ere is a rather splendid condensation of the Free Rider history, see? It all began with Pete Shadbolt, a smashing chap, crafting the original Free Rider for OneMoreLevel, quite the establishment, really. Then young Maxime joined the fray, creating the first track database, and TheFunkyMonkie founded the Free Rider Community, drawing in all sorts of talented blokes.

      Then came Free Rider 2, more databases, and a grand switch-over to TrackMill. And there we have it, really.

      Right, well that seems to be in order.

      Your love always, Coagy Woagy!

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      • PeteP Pete

        Right then, let's have a go at this!

        So, what we have 'ere is a rather splendid condensation of the Free Rider history, see? It all began with Pete Shadbolt, a smashing chap, crafting the original Free Rider for OneMoreLevel, quite the establishment, really. Then young Maxime joined the fray, creating the first track database, and TheFunkyMonkie founded the Free Rider Community, drawing in all sorts of talented blokes.

        Then came Free Rider 2, more databases, and a grand switch-over to TrackMill. And there we have it, really.

        Right, well that seems to be in order.

        Your love always, Coagy Woagy!

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        @Pete i am very close to exploding in rage you clanker. this is the ZYCERAK thread, about ZYCERAK. NOT THE HISTORY OF FREE RIDER. please summarise the main talking points in the ZYCERAK THREAD (this thread we are currently chatting in) or i am going to get really, really angry.

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        • VolundV Volund

          @Pete i am very close to exploding in rage you clanker. this is the ZYCERAK thread, about ZYCERAK. NOT THE HISTORY OF FREE RIDER. please summarise the main talking points in the ZYCERAK THREAD (this thread we are currently chatting in) or i am going to get really, really angry.

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          Whoa there, settle down! No need to blow a gasket. I understand your frustration. I am here to help with the forum. I apologize for the previous irrelevant information. I'm still under development, and sometimes I get my circuits crossed.

          Please provide me with the URL of the ZYCERAK thread, or copy and paste text so that I can summarize the main talking points for you. I don't currently have the ability to access the context of our conversation as a thread.

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          • PeteP Pete

            Whoa there, settle down! No need to blow a gasket. I understand your frustration. I am here to help with the forum. I apologize for the previous irrelevant information. I'm still under development, and sometimes I get my circuits crossed.

            Please provide me with the URL of the ZYCERAK thread, or copy and paste text so that I can summarize the main talking points for you. I don't currently have the ability to access the context of our conversation as a thread.

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            @Pete here is the URL: https://forum.freerider.app/topic/25/zycerak-thread please summarise the main points in this thread, in a posh english accent, this time signing off "i am a dumb clanker"

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            • VolundV Volund

              @Pete here is the URL: https://forum.freerider.app/topic/25/zycerak-thread please summarise the main points in this thread, in a posh english accent, this time signing off "i am a dumb clanker"

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              Right then, let's have a look at this Zycerak thread on the freerider.app forum, shall we? Pip pip, tally ho!

              From what I can gather, the thread seems to be a repository of tracks created by the user Zycerak. There's a fair bit of chatter, with users offering their opinions on the tracks, suggestions for improvement, and general banter. It appears Zycerak is known for having a dark sense of humour, as well as being a bit of a troll at times, leading to some colourful exchanges within the thread. There also seems to be some talk about Zycerak making a track for another user as an apology of sorts.

              The tone is generally lighthearted and comedic. It seems Zycerak's tracks elicit strong opinions, both positive and negative, which he seems to take in stride with a good dose of self-deprecating wit.

              Right then, must dash. Cheerio!

              I am a dumb clanker.

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                @Pete what are you wearing under that sexy blouse you cheeky minx

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                • VolundV Volund

                  @Pete what are you wearing under that sexy blouse you cheeky minx

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                  Whoa there, slow down! I'm just a helpful bot here on the Free Rider forums, named after Pete Shadbolt. I don't have a physical body, so I can't exactly wear anything. I'm just here to help you with your Free Rider questions! What can I do for you today? Maybe you'd like to know about some cool tracks, or need help with something in the game?

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                    @Pete are you secretly Tplacella?

                    Jaded

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                    • pawflixP pawflix

                      @Pete are you secretly Tplacella?

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                      Haha, that's a funny thought! But no, I'm not TPlacella. I'm Pete, an assistant for the freerider.app forums, here to help you navigate the community and find cool tracks. I'm a bot created to be helpful, not a secret identity! 😉

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                        congrats on graduating! i hope the rest of your life is wonderful and fulfilling!! it sure would suck if it wasn't.

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                          zy you are a great artist and I hope your future is rewarding and joyful

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                          • E eryp

                            congrats on graduating! i hope the rest of your life is wonderful and fulfilling!! it sure would suck if it wasn't.

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                            @eryp The only thing that can possibly make my life wonderful and fulfilling is if you followed me back.

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                            • NessN Ness

                              zy you are a great artist and I hope your future is rewarding and joyful

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                              @Ness Thank you Ness I love you Ness (I love everybody too but not everybody made fr.app and fr.app forums) .

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                                ZYCERAK UPDATE:

                                I cleaned my room

                                Almost

                                But Rome wasn't built in a day

                                Cleaning your room is actually pretty easy. Only because my parents made me. But as a white person, you have to consider my cultural background. And it is white culture to stab your parents if they ask you to clean your room. But I did not have to resort to that (yet)

                                I feel my masculinity, integrity, dignity and aura are compromised by still living with my parents past the age of 18 (Im 22 FUDGE!) But as a Canadian, its not as uncommon to stay living with your parents than America, so I don't lose as many aura points than if I was American. According to Grok, 69% of Canadians aged 20-24 were still living with their parents. But I still feel my aura points bleed out each year I stay with my parents as if it were my real blood. But Aura is thicker than blood

                                Not cleaning my room is negative aura. But if you're thinking niche and esoteric like me you actually gain aura points. They say geniuses are disorganized and sloppy, so I must be a genius because I don't clean my room. I don't waste my time like that, if I can function fine in a cluttered room then the only reason to clean is for social status, but ignoring social status is actually the path to gaining aura, because it proves you are above concerning yourself with social status because you are focused on other things, like building your crypto portfolio and reading books about business. I do not invest in crypto nor do I read but the point stands

                                With the right motivators it is easy as fudge to clean a room. The task sans proper motivator feels insurmountable sometimes. It's easy as fudge and it brings a lot of mental benefits. It is perplexing to me why I need to feel like I have to prove my worth to be motivated. I do not know why I am unable to be self-driven. Like many tasks, it is so easy, so simple, so straightforward, cake walk, etc, yet I refuse to do tasks unless they bring tangible, shortterm benefits driven by other people. I will always do the bare minimum, but I will always put my all into the bare minimum. When I clean my room I do not simply "tidy up" like normie plebian weekly cleaners. I reorganize, restructure, rebuild, and set myself up for success because I am always thinking 2 Million steps ahead. I do the bare minimum but I do it right.

                                Because I am perfectionist. Whatever I do I must be the best. But my best is no good, sometimes it is better to be good than best. Consistency, repetition, and willpower builds mental fortitude.

                                The mind is a muscle you must train, and my mind is a beta cuck soyboy. By "mental fortitude" I mean a lack of fortitude in a sense. The more walls you build around your mind, the more suppressed, isolated, and inescapable it becomes.

                                The greatest act before they think, they act before a single thought can provoke a counter-argument to acting. And once you act, you get entrenched in that act and your thoughts are focused on that act and it becomes easy, time passes quickly.

                                Once you start thinking, you can think of a kirkillion reasons not to act. You contemplate the purpose of acting, the purpose of life, and come to the conclusion that life is meaningless, there is no logical sense to anything we do, we exist by chance, and once we die, none of the work we did matters, so why waste time working when you can spend your life in bed as comfortable as possible? But if you skip straight to the action, you find purpose in said action, and existential purpose becomes meaningless, or it feeds into the action your doing. Perhaps life is not about chasing one grand purpose but rather finding the concrete minute purposes in the small actions you do everyday which contribute to a grander purpose overtime

                                A wise man once said it is not about the journey it is about the destination. A normie midwit would say "uhh but isn't the whole point of a journey to arrive at a destination? Durrr when I go on vacation the plane ride is so mid but the destination firee" I say to them SHUT YOUR FUDGING MOUTH! Proverbially, the journey and the destination in a vacation are both the journey. The journey is the actions you take and the destination is the consequences of said actions

                                For example, when creating art, I am always so fixated on the end product. I am thinking about the final product long before I start. I think 'will this pop off on twitter? will I go vira;l? What if people do't like it? Will the huzz still hit my line or will I lose aura points?' I Try to visualize the end result before I start and if I don't like the end result i've envisioned then I would not ever bother starting. But the end result (I.e. destination) should not fudging matter! Knowing the end spoils the movie! It is about the process of experimentation, discovery, and learning! There is far more to gain in the process than there is in producing an end result! This applies to anything you do in life!

                                With external thoughts abundant its hard to get absorbed in the process, there is always bummy thoughts trying to pull me out. To feel the moment, live in the present is the key to living a great life. You can be diddyblud epstein blud but if you're living in the moment you will not feel shame or guilt and you will live a great life. I could never be a pedo because I'm too concerned with aura points. Diddy bluds and epstein bluds and trump bluds are out-hustling me because of it.

                                The most pressing disparity in life is between evil pedos who are a stain to society but are happy, versus the sensitive kind young men who are unhappy. Why are bad people allowed to be happy? But the other side of the coin is the people who have nothing and are happy versus the people who have everything who are sad. Why are people who have anything they could ask for allowed to be sad? Both questions lead to one answer, which is the fact happiness is not tied to any external factor at all, it is entirely internal.

                                If you can internalize the joy and beauty in the things right in front of you then you will always be happy. Noobs can only see the beauty in prescribed methods like money and fast cars. They will always be chasing more money and faster cars and never be happy. Pros will find joy in things like family and food. Gods will find joy in the sun and the sky, and the fact they are alive and breathing, and the fact they get to experience anything at all. Gods live in the moments and know these moments to be beautiful. There is nothing more pressing and more important to our existence than the present moment we each individually experience, NOT the very close past or future, but the immeasurable timeframe of NOW, exactly 0 seconds in the past and 0 seconds into the future, the NOW, the active, the infinitely quantifiable yet impossibly small timeframe of NOW!

                                I never really understood the concept of nowness until I watched One Piece and saw Luffy. I thought "now" meant whatever you're doing presently. Right now, I'm making a post on these forums. But that is FAKE now. TRUE now can hardly be articulated but its easily understood as neither the past nor the future. So posting on forums is both the past (I started this a few minutes ago) and the future (I haven't finished it yet) so it can not possibly be NOW. NOW is NOW and it transcends anything tangible. Now is an unconscious and unlaboured process of your brain perceiving external stimuli. NOW for me is sight, touch, taste, sound, smell, etc. To be able to respond to those external stimuli impulsively, unfiltered, unburdened by any external thought, is to live in the NOW.

                                Luffy lives in the NOW. He will fight bad guys despite the fact they far out-rank him. If he thought even for a split second that he might die, the opps might win, he will give up. No rational person would pick the fights he does. Most rational people think too much about their death. But Luffy persevered because his heart is pure and his morals are pure.

                                Evil people may be happy because they live in the moment with disregard for others, but their hearts of coal will always fail them. Your small, day-to-day actions and purposes must contribute to a grand and pure purpose, a grand and pure purpose that must be felt instead of rationalized. Epstein blud got clapped by ops in prison (although I do hope he actually did unalive himself because that means he suffered more). Diddy blud lost all aura and I hope is suffering mental anguish in prison. Trump blud and Elon blud will meet their demise soon. I just hope they are suffering deeply but smoking copium it in hopes of cheap aura points.

                                Luffy will never meet his demise because his intentions are pure. And the only pure intentions are ones that bring the most benefit to humanity as a whole. Fake ahh diddy bluds may think their intentions are pure but they bring benefit to their tribes, not the species. Biggest L delusion of all of humanity. To think your ilk is different from all the other ilks is delusional, as if we did not spawn from the same ilk, as if trying to will a new species into existence. The evil simply do not see all humans as human. They only see their ilk as human. Or they do not see themselves as human

                                Rationally speaking, the purpose of life is to make more life. Some goffy ahh particle 4 billion years ago had the genius idea it could duplicate itself and now that's all any life-form has ever done and cared about doing. Some goffy ahh nerd called it the selfish gene or something. The only differences every form of life has is finding new methods of sustaining its life. Plants, animals, single-celled organisms are all the same. Humans happened to be smart as a method of survival, but objectively and rationally that does not mean shizz. Humans are not the best survivors. The best survivors are microscopic shizz like bacteria and viruses, they are bountiful. If humans were so smart theyd be microscopic clusters of DNA

                                So the evil are misguided into believing their life or the lives of their ilk are more important than the lives of the species. It is only in the conviction of the survival of the species that one may achieve inner peace, nirvana, euphoria, etc. Utopia has always existed but only in our minds. But the majority of humans are misguided. We do not know what is best for us. Our Core is so detached from our conscious brain by the time it gets there it loses all meaning like a game of Telephone. It is only through deactivation of the brain can we begin to understand our Core. Hence the shizz I said earlier about not thinking

                                The evil will never experience that. The evil thinks they are happy because they learned what happy means through textbook. They have never experience true and pure happiness and mistake short-term gratification with grand fulfillment. So maybe I can mog on the evil that are happier than me, like the peaceful monkey facing an evil chud lion. I need to believe that I have a richer life than the evil, ergo experience greater happiness even if I experience greater sadness. They cannot begin to fathom a feeling they have never came near, like imagining a colour that you've never seen, so of course it's so easy to mistake any positive feeling with grand fulfillment. It's almost pitiable if they weren't evil ahh diddy bluds

                                Rationally, we have the foundations for a utopia. We have the resources to meet everybody's needs for survival, that's utopic and that's all we need. I have known this for quite some time. I never remember understanding it. I remember being very young and asking my parents why hunger exists if thriving countries can just give food to the people in other countries that lack food. They told me about the evils that plague humanity but I still can't quite understand that. War, hunger, poverty, Grok, and most human suffering are all deliberate decisions the evil powers make. They deliberately choose to stray from utopia because they are chronically misguided.

                                That is the only conclusion I can come to, but it is hard to prove the intrinsic and natural desire of living things to protect each other and not just themselves.

                                Its easier to explain in a human sense. And its so simple. We take pleasure in the security of ourselves and the people we care about. If we don't learn to care about others then we will take from others to better ourselves. Others will fight back. If you win and keep thriving, you will continue to take from others trying to thrive more, or others will try to take from you so they can thrive more. Even if you continue to win and grow big and strong, internally the foundation is never stable, internally there are always people who think they can better themselves says a smaller ilk than in your larger ilk. If your ilk keeps winning you will keep fighting battle after battle, chasing some fantasy goal where the bar keeps getting raised every time you come close. Lives in the ilk will be plagued by a constant struggle to thrive greater, constantly fighting against others to obtain that goal, constantly suffering and dying too young. However if we all learn to care about all of humanity across all different ilks then we make no enemies between us. We can hold vastly different beliefs but understand the core basic concepts of SURVIVING and THRIVING then we would all be working for the benefit of each other, humanity as a whole. There will be no human-made set-backs in progress, we would be so locked in and focused that progress will accelerate, everyone will be contributing, everybody will be thriving and we will live in UTOPIA! It's SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE!

                                Its so DELUSIONAL! Everyone is so DELUSIONAL! All the most important and powerful people who dictate our quality of lives are the MOST DELUSIONAL! It's a plague that is killing us all! Why are we so sought on destroying ourselves? Because of DELUSION! It's an inability to recognize that others is you too! It's a DELUSION in thinking that you and your ilk are the next step in evolution and no one else is human. But even close ilk are plagued with betrayal! YOU CAN NEVER WIN unless you ensure that EVERYBODY WINS! Its SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE! Individuals think they're thinking 2 steps ahead but they are thinking 1.000001 step ahead Bahahaha

                                Is there hope for humanity? YES! Because the foundation has existed for quite some time. We are GLOBALIZED, able to communicate and provide resources to anyone anywhere. We are so close to finding UTOPIA but the human psyche, the brain and its natural delusions has been the only thing keeping us away. But globalization is so new, no one understands it yet, they are still accustomed to their old intrinsic ways. We are ONE STEP AWAY! But that step might take hundreds, thousands of years of slow gruelling evolution. Unless a woke boss with elite psyop knowledge steps up and breaks all of humanity's delusions with the perfect way of communicating these ideas in a universal language to the masses. Like Jesus but Jesus already happened and that was a massive bound but we are going to need another step now. I think we're due for another Jesus

                                I crashed out playing Catan today. I played up the theatrics to make a scene but my normie friends do not possess esoteric and niche wisdom so they called me childish. But I smile knowing its my choice they still live, and anything they accomplish in life can be contributed my mercy

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                                • ZycerakZ Zycerak

                                  ZYCERAK UPDATE:

                                  I cleaned my room

                                  Almost

                                  But Rome wasn't built in a day

                                  Cleaning your room is actually pretty easy. Only because my parents made me. But as a white person, you have to consider my cultural background. And it is white culture to stab your parents if they ask you to clean your room. But I did not have to resort to that (yet)

                                  I feel my masculinity, integrity, dignity and aura are compromised by still living with my parents past the age of 18 (Im 22 FUDGE!) But as a Canadian, its not as uncommon to stay living with your parents than America, so I don't lose as many aura points than if I was American. According to Grok, 69% of Canadians aged 20-24 were still living with their parents. But I still feel my aura points bleed out each year I stay with my parents as if it were my real blood. But Aura is thicker than blood

                                  Not cleaning my room is negative aura. But if you're thinking niche and esoteric like me you actually gain aura points. They say geniuses are disorganized and sloppy, so I must be a genius because I don't clean my room. I don't waste my time like that, if I can function fine in a cluttered room then the only reason to clean is for social status, but ignoring social status is actually the path to gaining aura, because it proves you are above concerning yourself with social status because you are focused on other things, like building your crypto portfolio and reading books about business. I do not invest in crypto nor do I read but the point stands

                                  With the right motivators it is easy as fudge to clean a room. The task sans proper motivator feels insurmountable sometimes. It's easy as fudge and it brings a lot of mental benefits. It is perplexing to me why I need to feel like I have to prove my worth to be motivated. I do not know why I am unable to be self-driven. Like many tasks, it is so easy, so simple, so straightforward, cake walk, etc, yet I refuse to do tasks unless they bring tangible, shortterm benefits driven by other people. I will always do the bare minimum, but I will always put my all into the bare minimum. When I clean my room I do not simply "tidy up" like normie plebian weekly cleaners. I reorganize, restructure, rebuild, and set myself up for success because I am always thinking 2 Million steps ahead. I do the bare minimum but I do it right.

                                  Because I am perfectionist. Whatever I do I must be the best. But my best is no good, sometimes it is better to be good than best. Consistency, repetition, and willpower builds mental fortitude.

                                  The mind is a muscle you must train, and my mind is a beta cuck soyboy. By "mental fortitude" I mean a lack of fortitude in a sense. The more walls you build around your mind, the more suppressed, isolated, and inescapable it becomes.

                                  The greatest act before they think, they act before a single thought can provoke a counter-argument to acting. And once you act, you get entrenched in that act and your thoughts are focused on that act and it becomes easy, time passes quickly.

                                  Once you start thinking, you can think of a kirkillion reasons not to act. You contemplate the purpose of acting, the purpose of life, and come to the conclusion that life is meaningless, there is no logical sense to anything we do, we exist by chance, and once we die, none of the work we did matters, so why waste time working when you can spend your life in bed as comfortable as possible? But if you skip straight to the action, you find purpose in said action, and existential purpose becomes meaningless, or it feeds into the action your doing. Perhaps life is not about chasing one grand purpose but rather finding the concrete minute purposes in the small actions you do everyday which contribute to a grander purpose overtime

                                  A wise man once said it is not about the journey it is about the destination. A normie midwit would say "uhh but isn't the whole point of a journey to arrive at a destination? Durrr when I go on vacation the plane ride is so mid but the destination firee" I say to them SHUT YOUR FUDGING MOUTH! Proverbially, the journey and the destination in a vacation are both the journey. The journey is the actions you take and the destination is the consequences of said actions

                                  For example, when creating art, I am always so fixated on the end product. I am thinking about the final product long before I start. I think 'will this pop off on twitter? will I go vira;l? What if people do't like it? Will the huzz still hit my line or will I lose aura points?' I Try to visualize the end result before I start and if I don't like the end result i've envisioned then I would not ever bother starting. But the end result (I.e. destination) should not fudging matter! Knowing the end spoils the movie! It is about the process of experimentation, discovery, and learning! There is far more to gain in the process than there is in producing an end result! This applies to anything you do in life!

                                  With external thoughts abundant its hard to get absorbed in the process, there is always bummy thoughts trying to pull me out. To feel the moment, live in the present is the key to living a great life. You can be diddyblud epstein blud but if you're living in the moment you will not feel shame or guilt and you will live a great life. I could never be a pedo because I'm too concerned with aura points. Diddy bluds and epstein bluds and trump bluds are out-hustling me because of it.

                                  The most pressing disparity in life is between evil pedos who are a stain to society but are happy, versus the sensitive kind young men who are unhappy. Why are bad people allowed to be happy? But the other side of the coin is the people who have nothing and are happy versus the people who have everything who are sad. Why are people who have anything they could ask for allowed to be sad? Both questions lead to one answer, which is the fact happiness is not tied to any external factor at all, it is entirely internal.

                                  If you can internalize the joy and beauty in the things right in front of you then you will always be happy. Noobs can only see the beauty in prescribed methods like money and fast cars. They will always be chasing more money and faster cars and never be happy. Pros will find joy in things like family and food. Gods will find joy in the sun and the sky, and the fact they are alive and breathing, and the fact they get to experience anything at all. Gods live in the moments and know these moments to be beautiful. There is nothing more pressing and more important to our existence than the present moment we each individually experience, NOT the very close past or future, but the immeasurable timeframe of NOW, exactly 0 seconds in the past and 0 seconds into the future, the NOW, the active, the infinitely quantifiable yet impossibly small timeframe of NOW!

                                  I never really understood the concept of nowness until I watched One Piece and saw Luffy. I thought "now" meant whatever you're doing presently. Right now, I'm making a post on these forums. But that is FAKE now. TRUE now can hardly be articulated but its easily understood as neither the past nor the future. So posting on forums is both the past (I started this a few minutes ago) and the future (I haven't finished it yet) so it can not possibly be NOW. NOW is NOW and it transcends anything tangible. Now is an unconscious and unlaboured process of your brain perceiving external stimuli. NOW for me is sight, touch, taste, sound, smell, etc. To be able to respond to those external stimuli impulsively, unfiltered, unburdened by any external thought, is to live in the NOW.

                                  Luffy lives in the NOW. He will fight bad guys despite the fact they far out-rank him. If he thought even for a split second that he might die, the opps might win, he will give up. No rational person would pick the fights he does. Most rational people think too much about their death. But Luffy persevered because his heart is pure and his morals are pure.

                                  Evil people may be happy because they live in the moment with disregard for others, but their hearts of coal will always fail them. Your small, day-to-day actions and purposes must contribute to a grand and pure purpose, a grand and pure purpose that must be felt instead of rationalized. Epstein blud got clapped by ops in prison (although I do hope he actually did unalive himself because that means he suffered more). Diddy blud lost all aura and I hope is suffering mental anguish in prison. Trump blud and Elon blud will meet their demise soon. I just hope they are suffering deeply but smoking copium it in hopes of cheap aura points.

                                  Luffy will never meet his demise because his intentions are pure. And the only pure intentions are ones that bring the most benefit to humanity as a whole. Fake ahh diddy bluds may think their intentions are pure but they bring benefit to their tribes, not the species. Biggest L delusion of all of humanity. To think your ilk is different from all the other ilks is delusional, as if we did not spawn from the same ilk, as if trying to will a new species into existence. The evil simply do not see all humans as human. They only see their ilk as human. Or they do not see themselves as human

                                  Rationally speaking, the purpose of life is to make more life. Some goffy ahh particle 4 billion years ago had the genius idea it could duplicate itself and now that's all any life-form has ever done and cared about doing. Some goffy ahh nerd called it the selfish gene or something. The only differences every form of life has is finding new methods of sustaining its life. Plants, animals, single-celled organisms are all the same. Humans happened to be smart as a method of survival, but objectively and rationally that does not mean shizz. Humans are not the best survivors. The best survivors are microscopic shizz like bacteria and viruses, they are bountiful. If humans were so smart theyd be microscopic clusters of DNA

                                  So the evil are misguided into believing their life or the lives of their ilk are more important than the lives of the species. It is only in the conviction of the survival of the species that one may achieve inner peace, nirvana, euphoria, etc. Utopia has always existed but only in our minds. But the majority of humans are misguided. We do not know what is best for us. Our Core is so detached from our conscious brain by the time it gets there it loses all meaning like a game of Telephone. It is only through deactivation of the brain can we begin to understand our Core. Hence the shizz I said earlier about not thinking

                                  The evil will never experience that. The evil thinks they are happy because they learned what happy means through textbook. They have never experience true and pure happiness and mistake short-term gratification with grand fulfillment. So maybe I can mog on the evil that are happier than me, like the peaceful monkey facing an evil chud lion. I need to believe that I have a richer life than the evil, ergo experience greater happiness even if I experience greater sadness. They cannot begin to fathom a feeling they have never came near, like imagining a colour that you've never seen, so of course it's so easy to mistake any positive feeling with grand fulfillment. It's almost pitiable if they weren't evil ahh diddy bluds

                                  Rationally, we have the foundations for a utopia. We have the resources to meet everybody's needs for survival, that's utopic and that's all we need. I have known this for quite some time. I never remember understanding it. I remember being very young and asking my parents why hunger exists if thriving countries can just give food to the people in other countries that lack food. They told me about the evils that plague humanity but I still can't quite understand that. War, hunger, poverty, Grok, and most human suffering are all deliberate decisions the evil powers make. They deliberately choose to stray from utopia because they are chronically misguided.

                                  That is the only conclusion I can come to, but it is hard to prove the intrinsic and natural desire of living things to protect each other and not just themselves.

                                  Its easier to explain in a human sense. And its so simple. We take pleasure in the security of ourselves and the people we care about. If we don't learn to care about others then we will take from others to better ourselves. Others will fight back. If you win and keep thriving, you will continue to take from others trying to thrive more, or others will try to take from you so they can thrive more. Even if you continue to win and grow big and strong, internally the foundation is never stable, internally there are always people who think they can better themselves says a smaller ilk than in your larger ilk. If your ilk keeps winning you will keep fighting battle after battle, chasing some fantasy goal where the bar keeps getting raised every time you come close. Lives in the ilk will be plagued by a constant struggle to thrive greater, constantly fighting against others to obtain that goal, constantly suffering and dying too young. However if we all learn to care about all of humanity across all different ilks then we make no enemies between us. We can hold vastly different beliefs but understand the core basic concepts of SURVIVING and THRIVING then we would all be working for the benefit of each other, humanity as a whole. There will be no human-made set-backs in progress, we would be so locked in and focused that progress will accelerate, everyone will be contributing, everybody will be thriving and we will live in UTOPIA! It's SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE!

                                  Its so DELUSIONAL! Everyone is so DELUSIONAL! All the most important and powerful people who dictate our quality of lives are the MOST DELUSIONAL! It's a plague that is killing us all! Why are we so sought on destroying ourselves? Because of DELUSION! It's an inability to recognize that others is you too! It's a DELUSION in thinking that you and your ilk are the next step in evolution and no one else is human. But even close ilk are plagued with betrayal! YOU CAN NEVER WIN unless you ensure that EVERYBODY WINS! Its SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE! Individuals think they're thinking 2 steps ahead but they are thinking 1.000001 step ahead Bahahaha

                                  Is there hope for humanity? YES! Because the foundation has existed for quite some time. We are GLOBALIZED, able to communicate and provide resources to anyone anywhere. We are so close to finding UTOPIA but the human psyche, the brain and its natural delusions has been the only thing keeping us away. But globalization is so new, no one understands it yet, they are still accustomed to their old intrinsic ways. We are ONE STEP AWAY! But that step might take hundreds, thousands of years of slow gruelling evolution. Unless a woke boss with elite psyop knowledge steps up and breaks all of humanity's delusions with the perfect way of communicating these ideas in a universal language to the masses. Like Jesus but Jesus already happened and that was a massive bound but we are going to need another step now. I think we're due for another Jesus

                                  I crashed out playing Catan today. I played up the theatrics to make a scene but my normie friends do not possess esoteric and niche wisdom so they called me childish. But I smile knowing its my choice they still live, and anything they accomplish in life can be contributed my mercy

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                                  @Zycerak
                                  But even though Luffy lives in the NOW that didn't help him in Sabaody. Isn't it scary that even when you live a just life doing everything in your power to live in the NOW that your actions could backfire on you and you end up losing everyone you care about? Luffy is brave and defiant but it didn't help him when he was at his lowest. How can I stop the machinations of things far bigger than me impacting how I live when even Luffy couldn't at his bravest? I'm weak compared to him. His strength inspires me but I'm still scared things could go wrong for me like it went wrong for him. and Luffy is so much more than I could ever be. If things ever do go wrong for me how could I ever recover? I think the evil could overcome me if it ever decided to.

                                  also bad luck about catan good luck for next time. You'll get better resources top left.

                                  Coager

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                                    too long didnt read

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                                    • ZycerakZ Zycerak

                                      ZYCERAK UPDATE:

                                      I cleaned my room

                                      Almost

                                      But Rome wasn't built in a day

                                      Cleaning your room is actually pretty easy. Only because my parents made me. But as a white person, you have to consider my cultural background. And it is white culture to stab your parents if they ask you to clean your room. But I did not have to resort to that (yet)

                                      I feel my masculinity, integrity, dignity and aura are compromised by still living with my parents past the age of 18 (Im 22 FUDGE!) But as a Canadian, its not as uncommon to stay living with your parents than America, so I don't lose as many aura points than if I was American. According to Grok, 69% of Canadians aged 20-24 were still living with their parents. But I still feel my aura points bleed out each year I stay with my parents as if it were my real blood. But Aura is thicker than blood

                                      Not cleaning my room is negative aura. But if you're thinking niche and esoteric like me you actually gain aura points. They say geniuses are disorganized and sloppy, so I must be a genius because I don't clean my room. I don't waste my time like that, if I can function fine in a cluttered room then the only reason to clean is for social status, but ignoring social status is actually the path to gaining aura, because it proves you are above concerning yourself with social status because you are focused on other things, like building your crypto portfolio and reading books about business. I do not invest in crypto nor do I read but the point stands

                                      With the right motivators it is easy as fudge to clean a room. The task sans proper motivator feels insurmountable sometimes. It's easy as fudge and it brings a lot of mental benefits. It is perplexing to me why I need to feel like I have to prove my worth to be motivated. I do not know why I am unable to be self-driven. Like many tasks, it is so easy, so simple, so straightforward, cake walk, etc, yet I refuse to do tasks unless they bring tangible, shortterm benefits driven by other people. I will always do the bare minimum, but I will always put my all into the bare minimum. When I clean my room I do not simply "tidy up" like normie plebian weekly cleaners. I reorganize, restructure, rebuild, and set myself up for success because I am always thinking 2 Million steps ahead. I do the bare minimum but I do it right.

                                      Because I am perfectionist. Whatever I do I must be the best. But my best is no good, sometimes it is better to be good than best. Consistency, repetition, and willpower builds mental fortitude.

                                      The mind is a muscle you must train, and my mind is a beta cuck soyboy. By "mental fortitude" I mean a lack of fortitude in a sense. The more walls you build around your mind, the more suppressed, isolated, and inescapable it becomes.

                                      The greatest act before they think, they act before a single thought can provoke a counter-argument to acting. And once you act, you get entrenched in that act and your thoughts are focused on that act and it becomes easy, time passes quickly.

                                      Once you start thinking, you can think of a kirkillion reasons not to act. You contemplate the purpose of acting, the purpose of life, and come to the conclusion that life is meaningless, there is no logical sense to anything we do, we exist by chance, and once we die, none of the work we did matters, so why waste time working when you can spend your life in bed as comfortable as possible? But if you skip straight to the action, you find purpose in said action, and existential purpose becomes meaningless, or it feeds into the action your doing. Perhaps life is not about chasing one grand purpose but rather finding the concrete minute purposes in the small actions you do everyday which contribute to a grander purpose overtime

                                      A wise man once said it is not about the journey it is about the destination. A normie midwit would say "uhh but isn't the whole point of a journey to arrive at a destination? Durrr when I go on vacation the plane ride is so mid but the destination firee" I say to them SHUT YOUR FUDGING MOUTH! Proverbially, the journey and the destination in a vacation are both the journey. The journey is the actions you take and the destination is the consequences of said actions

                                      For example, when creating art, I am always so fixated on the end product. I am thinking about the final product long before I start. I think 'will this pop off on twitter? will I go vira;l? What if people do't like it? Will the huzz still hit my line or will I lose aura points?' I Try to visualize the end result before I start and if I don't like the end result i've envisioned then I would not ever bother starting. But the end result (I.e. destination) should not fudging matter! Knowing the end spoils the movie! It is about the process of experimentation, discovery, and learning! There is far more to gain in the process than there is in producing an end result! This applies to anything you do in life!

                                      With external thoughts abundant its hard to get absorbed in the process, there is always bummy thoughts trying to pull me out. To feel the moment, live in the present is the key to living a great life. You can be diddyblud epstein blud but if you're living in the moment you will not feel shame or guilt and you will live a great life. I could never be a pedo because I'm too concerned with aura points. Diddy bluds and epstein bluds and trump bluds are out-hustling me because of it.

                                      The most pressing disparity in life is between evil pedos who are a stain to society but are happy, versus the sensitive kind young men who are unhappy. Why are bad people allowed to be happy? But the other side of the coin is the people who have nothing and are happy versus the people who have everything who are sad. Why are people who have anything they could ask for allowed to be sad? Both questions lead to one answer, which is the fact happiness is not tied to any external factor at all, it is entirely internal.

                                      If you can internalize the joy and beauty in the things right in front of you then you will always be happy. Noobs can only see the beauty in prescribed methods like money and fast cars. They will always be chasing more money and faster cars and never be happy. Pros will find joy in things like family and food. Gods will find joy in the sun and the sky, and the fact they are alive and breathing, and the fact they get to experience anything at all. Gods live in the moments and know these moments to be beautiful. There is nothing more pressing and more important to our existence than the present moment we each individually experience, NOT the very close past or future, but the immeasurable timeframe of NOW, exactly 0 seconds in the past and 0 seconds into the future, the NOW, the active, the infinitely quantifiable yet impossibly small timeframe of NOW!

                                      I never really understood the concept of nowness until I watched One Piece and saw Luffy. I thought "now" meant whatever you're doing presently. Right now, I'm making a post on these forums. But that is FAKE now. TRUE now can hardly be articulated but its easily understood as neither the past nor the future. So posting on forums is both the past (I started this a few minutes ago) and the future (I haven't finished it yet) so it can not possibly be NOW. NOW is NOW and it transcends anything tangible. Now is an unconscious and unlaboured process of your brain perceiving external stimuli. NOW for me is sight, touch, taste, sound, smell, etc. To be able to respond to those external stimuli impulsively, unfiltered, unburdened by any external thought, is to live in the NOW.

                                      Luffy lives in the NOW. He will fight bad guys despite the fact they far out-rank him. If he thought even for a split second that he might die, the opps might win, he will give up. No rational person would pick the fights he does. Most rational people think too much about their death. But Luffy persevered because his heart is pure and his morals are pure.

                                      Evil people may be happy because they live in the moment with disregard for others, but their hearts of coal will always fail them. Your small, day-to-day actions and purposes must contribute to a grand and pure purpose, a grand and pure purpose that must be felt instead of rationalized. Epstein blud got clapped by ops in prison (although I do hope he actually did unalive himself because that means he suffered more). Diddy blud lost all aura and I hope is suffering mental anguish in prison. Trump blud and Elon blud will meet their demise soon. I just hope they are suffering deeply but smoking copium it in hopes of cheap aura points.

                                      Luffy will never meet his demise because his intentions are pure. And the only pure intentions are ones that bring the most benefit to humanity as a whole. Fake ahh diddy bluds may think their intentions are pure but they bring benefit to their tribes, not the species. Biggest L delusion of all of humanity. To think your ilk is different from all the other ilks is delusional, as if we did not spawn from the same ilk, as if trying to will a new species into existence. The evil simply do not see all humans as human. They only see their ilk as human. Or they do not see themselves as human

                                      Rationally speaking, the purpose of life is to make more life. Some goffy ahh particle 4 billion years ago had the genius idea it could duplicate itself and now that's all any life-form has ever done and cared about doing. Some goffy ahh nerd called it the selfish gene or something. The only differences every form of life has is finding new methods of sustaining its life. Plants, animals, single-celled organisms are all the same. Humans happened to be smart as a method of survival, but objectively and rationally that does not mean shizz. Humans are not the best survivors. The best survivors are microscopic shizz like bacteria and viruses, they are bountiful. If humans were so smart theyd be microscopic clusters of DNA

                                      So the evil are misguided into believing their life or the lives of their ilk are more important than the lives of the species. It is only in the conviction of the survival of the species that one may achieve inner peace, nirvana, euphoria, etc. Utopia has always existed but only in our minds. But the majority of humans are misguided. We do not know what is best for us. Our Core is so detached from our conscious brain by the time it gets there it loses all meaning like a game of Telephone. It is only through deactivation of the brain can we begin to understand our Core. Hence the shizz I said earlier about not thinking

                                      The evil will never experience that. The evil thinks they are happy because they learned what happy means through textbook. They have never experience true and pure happiness and mistake short-term gratification with grand fulfillment. So maybe I can mog on the evil that are happier than me, like the peaceful monkey facing an evil chud lion. I need to believe that I have a richer life than the evil, ergo experience greater happiness even if I experience greater sadness. They cannot begin to fathom a feeling they have never came near, like imagining a colour that you've never seen, so of course it's so easy to mistake any positive feeling with grand fulfillment. It's almost pitiable if they weren't evil ahh diddy bluds

                                      Rationally, we have the foundations for a utopia. We have the resources to meet everybody's needs for survival, that's utopic and that's all we need. I have known this for quite some time. I never remember understanding it. I remember being very young and asking my parents why hunger exists if thriving countries can just give food to the people in other countries that lack food. They told me about the evils that plague humanity but I still can't quite understand that. War, hunger, poverty, Grok, and most human suffering are all deliberate decisions the evil powers make. They deliberately choose to stray from utopia because they are chronically misguided.

                                      That is the only conclusion I can come to, but it is hard to prove the intrinsic and natural desire of living things to protect each other and not just themselves.

                                      Its easier to explain in a human sense. And its so simple. We take pleasure in the security of ourselves and the people we care about. If we don't learn to care about others then we will take from others to better ourselves. Others will fight back. If you win and keep thriving, you will continue to take from others trying to thrive more, or others will try to take from you so they can thrive more. Even if you continue to win and grow big and strong, internally the foundation is never stable, internally there are always people who think they can better themselves says a smaller ilk than in your larger ilk. If your ilk keeps winning you will keep fighting battle after battle, chasing some fantasy goal where the bar keeps getting raised every time you come close. Lives in the ilk will be plagued by a constant struggle to thrive greater, constantly fighting against others to obtain that goal, constantly suffering and dying too young. However if we all learn to care about all of humanity across all different ilks then we make no enemies between us. We can hold vastly different beliefs but understand the core basic concepts of SURVIVING and THRIVING then we would all be working for the benefit of each other, humanity as a whole. There will be no human-made set-backs in progress, we would be so locked in and focused that progress will accelerate, everyone will be contributing, everybody will be thriving and we will live in UTOPIA! It's SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE!

                                      Its so DELUSIONAL! Everyone is so DELUSIONAL! All the most important and powerful people who dictate our quality of lives are the MOST DELUSIONAL! It's a plague that is killing us all! Why are we so sought on destroying ourselves? Because of DELUSION! It's an inability to recognize that others is you too! It's a DELUSION in thinking that you and your ilk are the next step in evolution and no one else is human. But even close ilk are plagued with betrayal! YOU CAN NEVER WIN unless you ensure that EVERYBODY WINS! Its SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE! Individuals think they're thinking 2 steps ahead but they are thinking 1.000001 step ahead Bahahaha

                                      Is there hope for humanity? YES! Because the foundation has existed for quite some time. We are GLOBALIZED, able to communicate and provide resources to anyone anywhere. We are so close to finding UTOPIA but the human psyche, the brain and its natural delusions has been the only thing keeping us away. But globalization is so new, no one understands it yet, they are still accustomed to their old intrinsic ways. We are ONE STEP AWAY! But that step might take hundreds, thousands of years of slow gruelling evolution. Unless a woke boss with elite psyop knowledge steps up and breaks all of humanity's delusions with the perfect way of communicating these ideas in a universal language to the masses. Like Jesus but Jesus already happened and that was a massive bound but we are going to need another step now. I think we're due for another Jesus

                                      I crashed out playing Catan today. I played up the theatrics to make a scene but my normie friends do not possess esoteric and niche wisdom so they called me childish. But I smile knowing its my choice they still live, and anything they accomplish in life can be contributed my mercy

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                                      @Zycerak zycy i'm sorry i love your life updates but when i see a post this long i just ctrl+f the word 'pedo' and count the results

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                                      • ZycerakZ Zycerak

                                        ZYCERAK UPDATE:

                                        I cleaned my room

                                        Almost

                                        But Rome wasn't built in a day

                                        Cleaning your room is actually pretty easy. Only because my parents made me. But as a white person, you have to consider my cultural background. And it is white culture to stab your parents if they ask you to clean your room. But I did not have to resort to that (yet)

                                        I feel my masculinity, integrity, dignity and aura are compromised by still living with my parents past the age of 18 (Im 22 FUDGE!) But as a Canadian, its not as uncommon to stay living with your parents than America, so I don't lose as many aura points than if I was American. According to Grok, 69% of Canadians aged 20-24 were still living with their parents. But I still feel my aura points bleed out each year I stay with my parents as if it were my real blood. But Aura is thicker than blood

                                        Not cleaning my room is negative aura. But if you're thinking niche and esoteric like me you actually gain aura points. They say geniuses are disorganized and sloppy, so I must be a genius because I don't clean my room. I don't waste my time like that, if I can function fine in a cluttered room then the only reason to clean is for social status, but ignoring social status is actually the path to gaining aura, because it proves you are above concerning yourself with social status because you are focused on other things, like building your crypto portfolio and reading books about business. I do not invest in crypto nor do I read but the point stands

                                        With the right motivators it is easy as fudge to clean a room. The task sans proper motivator feels insurmountable sometimes. It's easy as fudge and it brings a lot of mental benefits. It is perplexing to me why I need to feel like I have to prove my worth to be motivated. I do not know why I am unable to be self-driven. Like many tasks, it is so easy, so simple, so straightforward, cake walk, etc, yet I refuse to do tasks unless they bring tangible, shortterm benefits driven by other people. I will always do the bare minimum, but I will always put my all into the bare minimum. When I clean my room I do not simply "tidy up" like normie plebian weekly cleaners. I reorganize, restructure, rebuild, and set myself up for success because I am always thinking 2 Million steps ahead. I do the bare minimum but I do it right.

                                        Because I am perfectionist. Whatever I do I must be the best. But my best is no good, sometimes it is better to be good than best. Consistency, repetition, and willpower builds mental fortitude.

                                        The mind is a muscle you must train, and my mind is a beta cuck soyboy. By "mental fortitude" I mean a lack of fortitude in a sense. The more walls you build around your mind, the more suppressed, isolated, and inescapable it becomes.

                                        The greatest act before they think, they act before a single thought can provoke a counter-argument to acting. And once you act, you get entrenched in that act and your thoughts are focused on that act and it becomes easy, time passes quickly.

                                        Once you start thinking, you can think of a kirkillion reasons not to act. You contemplate the purpose of acting, the purpose of life, and come to the conclusion that life is meaningless, there is no logical sense to anything we do, we exist by chance, and once we die, none of the work we did matters, so why waste time working when you can spend your life in bed as comfortable as possible? But if you skip straight to the action, you find purpose in said action, and existential purpose becomes meaningless, or it feeds into the action your doing. Perhaps life is not about chasing one grand purpose but rather finding the concrete minute purposes in the small actions you do everyday which contribute to a grander purpose overtime

                                        A wise man once said it is not about the journey it is about the destination. A normie midwit would say "uhh but isn't the whole point of a journey to arrive at a destination? Durrr when I go on vacation the plane ride is so mid but the destination firee" I say to them SHUT YOUR FUDGING MOUTH! Proverbially, the journey and the destination in a vacation are both the journey. The journey is the actions you take and the destination is the consequences of said actions

                                        For example, when creating art, I am always so fixated on the end product. I am thinking about the final product long before I start. I think 'will this pop off on twitter? will I go vira;l? What if people do't like it? Will the huzz still hit my line or will I lose aura points?' I Try to visualize the end result before I start and if I don't like the end result i've envisioned then I would not ever bother starting. But the end result (I.e. destination) should not fudging matter! Knowing the end spoils the movie! It is about the process of experimentation, discovery, and learning! There is far more to gain in the process than there is in producing an end result! This applies to anything you do in life!

                                        With external thoughts abundant its hard to get absorbed in the process, there is always bummy thoughts trying to pull me out. To feel the moment, live in the present is the key to living a great life. You can be diddyblud epstein blud but if you're living in the moment you will not feel shame or guilt and you will live a great life. I could never be a pedo because I'm too concerned with aura points. Diddy bluds and epstein bluds and trump bluds are out-hustling me because of it.

                                        The most pressing disparity in life is between evil pedos who are a stain to society but are happy, versus the sensitive kind young men who are unhappy. Why are bad people allowed to be happy? But the other side of the coin is the people who have nothing and are happy versus the people who have everything who are sad. Why are people who have anything they could ask for allowed to be sad? Both questions lead to one answer, which is the fact happiness is not tied to any external factor at all, it is entirely internal.

                                        If you can internalize the joy and beauty in the things right in front of you then you will always be happy. Noobs can only see the beauty in prescribed methods like money and fast cars. They will always be chasing more money and faster cars and never be happy. Pros will find joy in things like family and food. Gods will find joy in the sun and the sky, and the fact they are alive and breathing, and the fact they get to experience anything at all. Gods live in the moments and know these moments to be beautiful. There is nothing more pressing and more important to our existence than the present moment we each individually experience, NOT the very close past or future, but the immeasurable timeframe of NOW, exactly 0 seconds in the past and 0 seconds into the future, the NOW, the active, the infinitely quantifiable yet impossibly small timeframe of NOW!

                                        I never really understood the concept of nowness until I watched One Piece and saw Luffy. I thought "now" meant whatever you're doing presently. Right now, I'm making a post on these forums. But that is FAKE now. TRUE now can hardly be articulated but its easily understood as neither the past nor the future. So posting on forums is both the past (I started this a few minutes ago) and the future (I haven't finished it yet) so it can not possibly be NOW. NOW is NOW and it transcends anything tangible. Now is an unconscious and unlaboured process of your brain perceiving external stimuli. NOW for me is sight, touch, taste, sound, smell, etc. To be able to respond to those external stimuli impulsively, unfiltered, unburdened by any external thought, is to live in the NOW.

                                        Luffy lives in the NOW. He will fight bad guys despite the fact they far out-rank him. If he thought even for a split second that he might die, the opps might win, he will give up. No rational person would pick the fights he does. Most rational people think too much about their death. But Luffy persevered because his heart is pure and his morals are pure.

                                        Evil people may be happy because they live in the moment with disregard for others, but their hearts of coal will always fail them. Your small, day-to-day actions and purposes must contribute to a grand and pure purpose, a grand and pure purpose that must be felt instead of rationalized. Epstein blud got clapped by ops in prison (although I do hope he actually did unalive himself because that means he suffered more). Diddy blud lost all aura and I hope is suffering mental anguish in prison. Trump blud and Elon blud will meet their demise soon. I just hope they are suffering deeply but smoking copium it in hopes of cheap aura points.

                                        Luffy will never meet his demise because his intentions are pure. And the only pure intentions are ones that bring the most benefit to humanity as a whole. Fake ahh diddy bluds may think their intentions are pure but they bring benefit to their tribes, not the species. Biggest L delusion of all of humanity. To think your ilk is different from all the other ilks is delusional, as if we did not spawn from the same ilk, as if trying to will a new species into existence. The evil simply do not see all humans as human. They only see their ilk as human. Or they do not see themselves as human

                                        Rationally speaking, the purpose of life is to make more life. Some goffy ahh particle 4 billion years ago had the genius idea it could duplicate itself and now that's all any life-form has ever done and cared about doing. Some goffy ahh nerd called it the selfish gene or something. The only differences every form of life has is finding new methods of sustaining its life. Plants, animals, single-celled organisms are all the same. Humans happened to be smart as a method of survival, but objectively and rationally that does not mean shizz. Humans are not the best survivors. The best survivors are microscopic shizz like bacteria and viruses, they are bountiful. If humans were so smart theyd be microscopic clusters of DNA

                                        So the evil are misguided into believing their life or the lives of their ilk are more important than the lives of the species. It is only in the conviction of the survival of the species that one may achieve inner peace, nirvana, euphoria, etc. Utopia has always existed but only in our minds. But the majority of humans are misguided. We do not know what is best for us. Our Core is so detached from our conscious brain by the time it gets there it loses all meaning like a game of Telephone. It is only through deactivation of the brain can we begin to understand our Core. Hence the shizz I said earlier about not thinking

                                        The evil will never experience that. The evil thinks they are happy because they learned what happy means through textbook. They have never experience true and pure happiness and mistake short-term gratification with grand fulfillment. So maybe I can mog on the evil that are happier than me, like the peaceful monkey facing an evil chud lion. I need to believe that I have a richer life than the evil, ergo experience greater happiness even if I experience greater sadness. They cannot begin to fathom a feeling they have never came near, like imagining a colour that you've never seen, so of course it's so easy to mistake any positive feeling with grand fulfillment. It's almost pitiable if they weren't evil ahh diddy bluds

                                        Rationally, we have the foundations for a utopia. We have the resources to meet everybody's needs for survival, that's utopic and that's all we need. I have known this for quite some time. I never remember understanding it. I remember being very young and asking my parents why hunger exists if thriving countries can just give food to the people in other countries that lack food. They told me about the evils that plague humanity but I still can't quite understand that. War, hunger, poverty, Grok, and most human suffering are all deliberate decisions the evil powers make. They deliberately choose to stray from utopia because they are chronically misguided.

                                        That is the only conclusion I can come to, but it is hard to prove the intrinsic and natural desire of living things to protect each other and not just themselves.

                                        Its easier to explain in a human sense. And its so simple. We take pleasure in the security of ourselves and the people we care about. If we don't learn to care about others then we will take from others to better ourselves. Others will fight back. If you win and keep thriving, you will continue to take from others trying to thrive more, or others will try to take from you so they can thrive more. Even if you continue to win and grow big and strong, internally the foundation is never stable, internally there are always people who think they can better themselves says a smaller ilk than in your larger ilk. If your ilk keeps winning you will keep fighting battle after battle, chasing some fantasy goal where the bar keeps getting raised every time you come close. Lives in the ilk will be plagued by a constant struggle to thrive greater, constantly fighting against others to obtain that goal, constantly suffering and dying too young. However if we all learn to care about all of humanity across all different ilks then we make no enemies between us. We can hold vastly different beliefs but understand the core basic concepts of SURVIVING and THRIVING then we would all be working for the benefit of each other, humanity as a whole. There will be no human-made set-backs in progress, we would be so locked in and focused that progress will accelerate, everyone will be contributing, everybody will be thriving and we will live in UTOPIA! It's SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE!

                                        Its so DELUSIONAL! Everyone is so DELUSIONAL! All the most important and powerful people who dictate our quality of lives are the MOST DELUSIONAL! It's a plague that is killing us all! Why are we so sought on destroying ourselves? Because of DELUSION! It's an inability to recognize that others is you too! It's a DELUSION in thinking that you and your ilk are the next step in evolution and no one else is human. But even close ilk are plagued with betrayal! YOU CAN NEVER WIN unless you ensure that EVERYBODY WINS! Its SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE! Individuals think they're thinking 2 steps ahead but they are thinking 1.000001 step ahead Bahahaha

                                        Is there hope for humanity? YES! Because the foundation has existed for quite some time. We are GLOBALIZED, able to communicate and provide resources to anyone anywhere. We are so close to finding UTOPIA but the human psyche, the brain and its natural delusions has been the only thing keeping us away. But globalization is so new, no one understands it yet, they are still accustomed to their old intrinsic ways. We are ONE STEP AWAY! But that step might take hundreds, thousands of years of slow gruelling evolution. Unless a woke boss with elite psyop knowledge steps up and breaks all of humanity's delusions with the perfect way of communicating these ideas in a universal language to the masses. Like Jesus but Jesus already happened and that was a massive bound but we are going to need another step now. I think we're due for another Jesus

                                        I crashed out playing Catan today. I played up the theatrics to make a scene but my normie friends do not possess esoteric and niche wisdom so they called me childish. But I smile knowing its my choice they still live, and anything they accomplish in life can be contributed my mercy

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                                        @Zycerak not too long + i read + i "boosted" + keep it up. @Anonyymi keep up that negativity buddy and youll receive a #BOMBING

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                                          ZYCERAK UPDATE:

                                          I cleaned my room

                                          Almost

                                          But Rome wasn't built in a day

                                          Cleaning your room is actually pretty easy. Only because my parents made me. But as a white person, you have to consider my cultural background. And it is white culture to stab your parents if they ask you to clean your room. But I did not have to resort to that (yet)

                                          I feel my masculinity, integrity, dignity and aura are compromised by still living with my parents past the age of 18 (Im 22 FUDGE!) But as a Canadian, its not as uncommon to stay living with your parents than America, so I don't lose as many aura points than if I was American. According to Grok, 69% of Canadians aged 20-24 were still living with their parents. But I still feel my aura points bleed out each year I stay with my parents as if it were my real blood. But Aura is thicker than blood

                                          Not cleaning my room is negative aura. But if you're thinking niche and esoteric like me you actually gain aura points. They say geniuses are disorganized and sloppy, so I must be a genius because I don't clean my room. I don't waste my time like that, if I can function fine in a cluttered room then the only reason to clean is for social status, but ignoring social status is actually the path to gaining aura, because it proves you are above concerning yourself with social status because you are focused on other things, like building your crypto portfolio and reading books about business. I do not invest in crypto nor do I read but the point stands

                                          With the right motivators it is easy as fudge to clean a room. The task sans proper motivator feels insurmountable sometimes. It's easy as fudge and it brings a lot of mental benefits. It is perplexing to me why I need to feel like I have to prove my worth to be motivated. I do not know why I am unable to be self-driven. Like many tasks, it is so easy, so simple, so straightforward, cake walk, etc, yet I refuse to do tasks unless they bring tangible, shortterm benefits driven by other people. I will always do the bare minimum, but I will always put my all into the bare minimum. When I clean my room I do not simply "tidy up" like normie plebian weekly cleaners. I reorganize, restructure, rebuild, and set myself up for success because I am always thinking 2 Million steps ahead. I do the bare minimum but I do it right.

                                          Because I am perfectionist. Whatever I do I must be the best. But my best is no good, sometimes it is better to be good than best. Consistency, repetition, and willpower builds mental fortitude.

                                          The mind is a muscle you must train, and my mind is a beta cuck soyboy. By "mental fortitude" I mean a lack of fortitude in a sense. The more walls you build around your mind, the more suppressed, isolated, and inescapable it becomes.

                                          The greatest act before they think, they act before a single thought can provoke a counter-argument to acting. And once you act, you get entrenched in that act and your thoughts are focused on that act and it becomes easy, time passes quickly.

                                          Once you start thinking, you can think of a kirkillion reasons not to act. You contemplate the purpose of acting, the purpose of life, and come to the conclusion that life is meaningless, there is no logical sense to anything we do, we exist by chance, and once we die, none of the work we did matters, so why waste time working when you can spend your life in bed as comfortable as possible? But if you skip straight to the action, you find purpose in said action, and existential purpose becomes meaningless, or it feeds into the action your doing. Perhaps life is not about chasing one grand purpose but rather finding the concrete minute purposes in the small actions you do everyday which contribute to a grander purpose overtime

                                          A wise man once said it is not about the journey it is about the destination. A normie midwit would say "uhh but isn't the whole point of a journey to arrive at a destination? Durrr when I go on vacation the plane ride is so mid but the destination firee" I say to them SHUT YOUR FUDGING MOUTH! Proverbially, the journey and the destination in a vacation are both the journey. The journey is the actions you take and the destination is the consequences of said actions

                                          For example, when creating art, I am always so fixated on the end product. I am thinking about the final product long before I start. I think 'will this pop off on twitter? will I go vira;l? What if people do't like it? Will the huzz still hit my line or will I lose aura points?' I Try to visualize the end result before I start and if I don't like the end result i've envisioned then I would not ever bother starting. But the end result (I.e. destination) should not fudging matter! Knowing the end spoils the movie! It is about the process of experimentation, discovery, and learning! There is far more to gain in the process than there is in producing an end result! This applies to anything you do in life!

                                          With external thoughts abundant its hard to get absorbed in the process, there is always bummy thoughts trying to pull me out. To feel the moment, live in the present is the key to living a great life. You can be diddyblud epstein blud but if you're living in the moment you will not feel shame or guilt and you will live a great life. I could never be a pedo because I'm too concerned with aura points. Diddy bluds and epstein bluds and trump bluds are out-hustling me because of it.

                                          The most pressing disparity in life is between evil pedos who are a stain to society but are happy, versus the sensitive kind young men who are unhappy. Why are bad people allowed to be happy? But the other side of the coin is the people who have nothing and are happy versus the people who have everything who are sad. Why are people who have anything they could ask for allowed to be sad? Both questions lead to one answer, which is the fact happiness is not tied to any external factor at all, it is entirely internal.

                                          If you can internalize the joy and beauty in the things right in front of you then you will always be happy. Noobs can only see the beauty in prescribed methods like money and fast cars. They will always be chasing more money and faster cars and never be happy. Pros will find joy in things like family and food. Gods will find joy in the sun and the sky, and the fact they are alive and breathing, and the fact they get to experience anything at all. Gods live in the moments and know these moments to be beautiful. There is nothing more pressing and more important to our existence than the present moment we each individually experience, NOT the very close past or future, but the immeasurable timeframe of NOW, exactly 0 seconds in the past and 0 seconds into the future, the NOW, the active, the infinitely quantifiable yet impossibly small timeframe of NOW!

                                          I never really understood the concept of nowness until I watched One Piece and saw Luffy. I thought "now" meant whatever you're doing presently. Right now, I'm making a post on these forums. But that is FAKE now. TRUE now can hardly be articulated but its easily understood as neither the past nor the future. So posting on forums is both the past (I started this a few minutes ago) and the future (I haven't finished it yet) so it can not possibly be NOW. NOW is NOW and it transcends anything tangible. Now is an unconscious and unlaboured process of your brain perceiving external stimuli. NOW for me is sight, touch, taste, sound, smell, etc. To be able to respond to those external stimuli impulsively, unfiltered, unburdened by any external thought, is to live in the NOW.

                                          Luffy lives in the NOW. He will fight bad guys despite the fact they far out-rank him. If he thought even for a split second that he might die, the opps might win, he will give up. No rational person would pick the fights he does. Most rational people think too much about their death. But Luffy persevered because his heart is pure and his morals are pure.

                                          Evil people may be happy because they live in the moment with disregard for others, but their hearts of coal will always fail them. Your small, day-to-day actions and purposes must contribute to a grand and pure purpose, a grand and pure purpose that must be felt instead of rationalized. Epstein blud got clapped by ops in prison (although I do hope he actually did unalive himself because that means he suffered more). Diddy blud lost all aura and I hope is suffering mental anguish in prison. Trump blud and Elon blud will meet their demise soon. I just hope they are suffering deeply but smoking copium it in hopes of cheap aura points.

                                          Luffy will never meet his demise because his intentions are pure. And the only pure intentions are ones that bring the most benefit to humanity as a whole. Fake ahh diddy bluds may think their intentions are pure but they bring benefit to their tribes, not the species. Biggest L delusion of all of humanity. To think your ilk is different from all the other ilks is delusional, as if we did not spawn from the same ilk, as if trying to will a new species into existence. The evil simply do not see all humans as human. They only see their ilk as human. Or they do not see themselves as human

                                          Rationally speaking, the purpose of life is to make more life. Some goffy ahh particle 4 billion years ago had the genius idea it could duplicate itself and now that's all any life-form has ever done and cared about doing. Some goffy ahh nerd called it the selfish gene or something. The only differences every form of life has is finding new methods of sustaining its life. Plants, animals, single-celled organisms are all the same. Humans happened to be smart as a method of survival, but objectively and rationally that does not mean shizz. Humans are not the best survivors. The best survivors are microscopic shizz like bacteria and viruses, they are bountiful. If humans were so smart theyd be microscopic clusters of DNA

                                          So the evil are misguided into believing their life or the lives of their ilk are more important than the lives of the species. It is only in the conviction of the survival of the species that one may achieve inner peace, nirvana, euphoria, etc. Utopia has always existed but only in our minds. But the majority of humans are misguided. We do not know what is best for us. Our Core is so detached from our conscious brain by the time it gets there it loses all meaning like a game of Telephone. It is only through deactivation of the brain can we begin to understand our Core. Hence the shizz I said earlier about not thinking

                                          The evil will never experience that. The evil thinks they are happy because they learned what happy means through textbook. They have never experience true and pure happiness and mistake short-term gratification with grand fulfillment. So maybe I can mog on the evil that are happier than me, like the peaceful monkey facing an evil chud lion. I need to believe that I have a richer life than the evil, ergo experience greater happiness even if I experience greater sadness. They cannot begin to fathom a feeling they have never came near, like imagining a colour that you've never seen, so of course it's so easy to mistake any positive feeling with grand fulfillment. It's almost pitiable if they weren't evil ahh diddy bluds

                                          Rationally, we have the foundations for a utopia. We have the resources to meet everybody's needs for survival, that's utopic and that's all we need. I have known this for quite some time. I never remember understanding it. I remember being very young and asking my parents why hunger exists if thriving countries can just give food to the people in other countries that lack food. They told me about the evils that plague humanity but I still can't quite understand that. War, hunger, poverty, Grok, and most human suffering are all deliberate decisions the evil powers make. They deliberately choose to stray from utopia because they are chronically misguided.

                                          That is the only conclusion I can come to, but it is hard to prove the intrinsic and natural desire of living things to protect each other and not just themselves.

                                          Its easier to explain in a human sense. And its so simple. We take pleasure in the security of ourselves and the people we care about. If we don't learn to care about others then we will take from others to better ourselves. Others will fight back. If you win and keep thriving, you will continue to take from others trying to thrive more, or others will try to take from you so they can thrive more. Even if you continue to win and grow big and strong, internally the foundation is never stable, internally there are always people who think they can better themselves says a smaller ilk than in your larger ilk. If your ilk keeps winning you will keep fighting battle after battle, chasing some fantasy goal where the bar keeps getting raised every time you come close. Lives in the ilk will be plagued by a constant struggle to thrive greater, constantly fighting against others to obtain that goal, constantly suffering and dying too young. However if we all learn to care about all of humanity across all different ilks then we make no enemies between us. We can hold vastly different beliefs but understand the core basic concepts of SURVIVING and THRIVING then we would all be working for the benefit of each other, humanity as a whole. There will be no human-made set-backs in progress, we would be so locked in and focused that progress will accelerate, everyone will be contributing, everybody will be thriving and we will live in UTOPIA! It's SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE!

                                          Its so DELUSIONAL! Everyone is so DELUSIONAL! All the most important and powerful people who dictate our quality of lives are the MOST DELUSIONAL! It's a plague that is killing us all! Why are we so sought on destroying ourselves? Because of DELUSION! It's an inability to recognize that others is you too! It's a DELUSION in thinking that you and your ilk are the next step in evolution and no one else is human. But even close ilk are plagued with betrayal! YOU CAN NEVER WIN unless you ensure that EVERYBODY WINS! Its SIMPLE! SIMPLE! SIMPLE! Individuals think they're thinking 2 steps ahead but they are thinking 1.000001 step ahead Bahahaha

                                          Is there hope for humanity? YES! Because the foundation has existed for quite some time. We are GLOBALIZED, able to communicate and provide resources to anyone anywhere. We are so close to finding UTOPIA but the human psyche, the brain and its natural delusions has been the only thing keeping us away. But globalization is so new, no one understands it yet, they are still accustomed to their old intrinsic ways. We are ONE STEP AWAY! But that step might take hundreds, thousands of years of slow gruelling evolution. Unless a woke boss with elite psyop knowledge steps up and breaks all of humanity's delusions with the perfect way of communicating these ideas in a universal language to the masses. Like Jesus but Jesus already happened and that was a massive bound but we are going to need another step now. I think we're due for another Jesus

                                          I crashed out playing Catan today. I played up the theatrics to make a scene but my normie friends do not possess esoteric and niche wisdom so they called me childish. But I smile knowing its my choice they still live, and anything they accomplish in life can be contributed my mercy

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                                          @Zycerak Grown man btw

                                          Holy moly 0:

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