ZYCERAK THREAD
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ZYCERAK UPDATE:
Today is December 16th, 2025.
I have just graduated from University. I have taken my final final exam...
So I am celebrated with wine!
I mean Fireball, which I feel is a scummy choice of liquor, but it goes down easy, I can't lie.
But what does life have in store for me now?
I will be working for a Retired Teachers Benefits company.
But it is a creative job as a graphic designer.
Their design team have won national graphic design awards for their in-house designs, and since it is a small team (4) of highly talented individuals, I feel extremely honoured. The Registered Graphic Designers of Canada have asked our small company to be the graphic designers of this year's national in-house awards ceremony. So cool!
Anyways... Enough about me...
Actually, I only want to talk about myself
Well... That explains the name "Zycerak Thread!"
Many say I copied "pssst thread," but he did not talk about himself that much. He talked about politics or whateever, I don't remember. That's where I differentiate myself. I only talk about myself, so I stay true to the name and the premise of the thread
It is not narcissism, because everyone would benefit from talking more about themselves, but they perceive it as being narcissistic so they refrain
I moved my thread to fr.app. Why? Because fr.app forums is morally and functionally superior, it's a freaking no brainer.
I will miss the iconic emojis of the FRHD forums, but the transition is still a no brainer.It's pretty cool to have graduated, now I have my whole life to decide how I want to spend my whole life.
I want to become more social, and I'm still struggling to overcome my inhibitions. I feel I have a clearer head when I'm drunk, I can think more rationally. I feel less inhibited, which I need for social interaction. I need to separate my perceived-self with my public-self but that is easier said than done. I don't know what I need to overcome it. Maybe I just need to repeat the concept to myself until I overcome it
I do feel like I used to be funnier, but I think that's become I cared more about what people thought of me, and I would censor a lot more. But fudge censorship, even if it comes from the self
Maybe all my purpose has to be is to find purpose, and that is okay. If I find purpose that's great, but if I don't I can die happy knowing I died my whole life searching.
Maybe I'd rather die sad from unfulfilled goes than die a happy idiot. As much as I think dying a happy idiot would be incredible, I think there's something more fulfilling to the core with having the potential to influence others, no matter the degree. Even if I never influence others for the better, I can die satisfied knowing I tried. And maybe satisfaction is better than happiness, rationally I don't know how but intuitively it feels right.
Goober and chud have the same connotation to me, no matter their empirical definitions. It's the flow and feel of the words that matter more than their actual meanings. The more we dissect, the more we come to definitive conclusions. Definitive conclusions leads to understanding and understanding is the enemy of beauty and the sublime. But that's a lie because you can find new beauty in understanding
I am feeling good, my sadness is nothing but a habit. If I can reduce it to an objective quality of habit, then that specific feeling of sadness can lose its meaning. I can see the feeling as an act like smoking flowers or picking boogers. Knowing it can be overcome is the greatest obstacle in overcoming, and I need to know how to always know that
I am optimistic in the present, but I know I can fluctuate from optimistic to pessimistic very quickly. But I will not let that undermine the optimism I feel.
It is always beneficial to think of the good that has happened to you today. It has to be a short time frame because you must learn to appreciate what's good at every moment to feel truly at peace. If you can find the beauty in the mundane, or the beauty in the sad, you can find inner peace. I use beauty loosely but in a sense I mean meaningful, because everything is extremely meaningful, everything has an inconceivably long explanation to its existence than traces back to the creation of the universe. So let me here something good that has happened to you today, post it in the thread!:
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Congrats on graduating! and thanks for sharing your flow of consciousness.
Today was lousy but I'm sure I can find something good that happened to me today.
I spent a lot of time driving around. I just moved to a small town in rural Utah and I'm afraid I'm going to get very lonely this winter. But the driving is nice. I typically listen to music but lately I've been enjoying silence. A good thing that came my way today was payment for a freelance illustration gig I recently finished, which is nice because I'm unemployed. But I'm embracing it. I'm trying to be at peace with the uncertainty of my financial future. -
Zycerak u da goat
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My life is more nuanced with the grace of zycerak. Never has a bitter day been warm and cosy like it has now with this beautiful post. I am welling up with emotion knowing that our lives have been bettered by this update. Kudos to you zycerak
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shut up zycrack
